Float To Nature

When was the last time you disappeared
from the life in the concrete jungles we call “cities”,
from everyday conversations
that have long become repetitive,
and the rest of those regular scenes?

When was the last time you really had enough time
to sense any of these
the scent of the beach,
the sunset hues,
the morning dew under your bare feet,
the orchestration of the nature?

When was the last time you floated across the line,
over those walls,
and lost your sense of time?

Why not now,
when music travels back to mother nature?

Why not now,
we float to nature?

#F2N2013

Dia yang selalu kau ucap dalam doa, kau sisipi namanya di sela-sela jemarimu menengadahkan harap. Kau usapi jemari itu ke wajahmu, berharap ketika mata terbuka semua harapmu telah terkabul.
Teruntuk kamu, semoga Sang Pemberi Rasa memberikan ramuan manisnya untuk ucapmu, meracik aroma sedap untuk setiap gerakmu.

The way I get myself better

Having a little conversation with myself is the way to get myself better. I don’t even know who’s answering my question whenever i ask myself. I do love this part.

June, 3rd 2013

I’m just that so lucky. Alhamdulillah. Living my life as myself, having friends that oh-so-unique. Oh Allah, all the praises for You.

Is it a silly thing, huh?

You know? You can call me stupid or moron or silly or such thing, if you want. Or something that could represent what i’ve done, what i’ve regretted of. I made a bad decision, maybe.

Do you ever feel this feeling; when people let you down, but you don’t take any worries about it, you forgive them, then you warn them that their attitude makes you upset? How’s their reaction? Are they getting better? Or they even get worse?

Or they even warn you back not to warn them? Because they think their attitude doesn’t make you upset or angry anymore? Well, this is humane; you always think that you’re always right, right?

But, dude.. Think again. There will no ants if there is no sugar. I will not warn you if you don’t make any fault, dude.

At this point, you may call me stupid or such thing; i always see people at their bad and good side. Whenever i think somebody’s bad or somebody makes a fault, i try to remember their goodness. But at the same time, i think i’m oh-so-silly. I could that oh-so-fast forget about their fault and forgive them, though they still see me i’m wrong, i’m wrong, and i always do wrong. I dunno, i said, you can call me silly or something by the way.

Setelah itu, dibawa ke mana?

Senja itu telah pergi, ditinggalkannya sebongkah kenangan. Pelan-pelan ia kembali, mengukir kembali ingatan para penikmat senja.

“Aku tidak mau mengingatmu lagi!”, ujar si penikmat senja.
“Jangan bohong, nuranimu yang memanggilku kembali”, jawab si senja.

Kususuri setiap langkah menuju senja. Apa yang kudapat? Tersesat. Mau dibawa kemana lagi aku? Entahlah, mungkin kembali terombang-ambing.

What a tiring week

Makalah Bahasa Indonesia, makalah kajian ayat, hafalan hadits, hafalan surat, presentasi PKN, update mading, tugas rangkaian elektrik, belajar medan elektromagnetik. Those things. I just don’t know what i am doing right now. Playing games, taking photos, writing this post. Wasting time.

And finally, i got fever, influenza. Too much wasting time in the beginning, in the end those things are gonna kill me.